「金銮子晬日」白居易
行年欲四十,有女曰金銮。生来始周岁,学坐未能言。
惭非达者怀,未免俗情怜。从此累身外,徒云慰目前。
若无夭折患,则有婚嫁牵。使我归山计,应迟十五年。
GOLDEN BELLS
When I was almost forty
I had a daughter whose name was Golden Bells.
Now it is just a year since she was born ;
She is learning to sit and cannot yet talk.
Ashamed, — to find that I have not a sage's heart:
I cannot resist vulgar thoughts and feelings.
Henceforward I am tied to things outside myself:
My only reward, — the pleasure I am getting now.
If I am spared the grief of her dying young,
Then I shall have the trouble of getting her married.
My plan for retiring and going back to the hills
Must now be postponed for fifteen years !